Whispering Gun

The void attenuated every sound
I sat alone in the dry rocks looking
At the stars through the valiant scope
Of life and death, lies and deceit

The cold iron gun whispered
"I am fucking my aunt
And she is giving me love"

Questions came, I had to say
It was something unfamiliar
Memorized in genetic structures
Am I insane?

I did the mistake to trust
Hopping for a lie to last
I heard the ignition gun
And sprinted first to win the race
But there, two feet before the line
I stopped and layed down

I was laughing at me
"You fool, you fool, you fool"
Never again... go now
Leave this place, do not come back

You lying bastard,
You selfish creature...
I'll cut my cock if you understand
Because non of you ever did

Meteoroids in my hair
Stars in my eye's stare
I'm a sick motherfucker
I am him for whom you never care


God damn me...
I was born with the gift
of knowing what others think
and seeing what they also do...


Cry now fool, you trusted me
You embraced the golden knife
and it stabed your neck
Die now swan of lunacy
Lay down and die
Die...
Die..
DIe...

And rust as a copper fork
with green shit on your back
Feel alive when it's raining
feel dead when the sun raises smilin...

Lord....

Please....
Kill me...

Both of my two selves want it...

I made peace with myself last night...
We agreed on acting alltogether
Me and me, me and Me
And today we agreed to die....