Primitive Poetic efforts

It's so secure being busy.... you don't have to do anything else than hide in the monotony of things and works. You wish for it to end so that you can relax and do something else, but when that happens… you just wish you had more to do... It's bad when you mess up with thinking, coz that's all you can do in your spare free time...think and remember things you don't particularly like... it's so low, man.... you never like it...

We hide in boringness and monotony
to escape from our ghosts and the things we have to do
to avoid thinking of the future and our choices
to avoid of taking responsibility of our actions
to avoid being ourselves

I am a big mouth you know...I love to talk...and I love to force you listen to me.. .yeah... that's me....

I know everything and nothing... at the same time
and if you get a grip of that
you can then call me a black cat
you rat....