Drunken Ramblings

All I see,
All I hear
All I feel
All I fear

Seconds
Hours
Time

Slowly crawling past me
in a blue velvet line
a train speeding
no driver, no passengers
but me....

As below so above
I can't imagine
sickness, and vanity
raising like a cancer

Over-analyzing
separate my body from my mind
killing my paths to freedom
shut me in a cubic cage
throw me in the lava of fire

This is just another lament
for my lost intuition


I would be dead by now
but you keep me here
I kept fighting my dark self
for so long...

He screamed "No more light
It burns...it burns...
Let me crawl back into my shadow...
Le me hide there..."

But he says all this
because he is afraid
he is suffocating
his lies cannot last
his eyes will break again
he needs air
got to fight my polluted blood.

Salvation!
Salvation!

Nectar divine
messenger of my elder gods
why did you let the titans
roam in my lands?

We separated this world in three
I had to measure my shadow
give them a part of this place
I am the one who gave you home
you titan of apocalypse

Don't betray me now...
Ill kill you for it...

"Get back to the point man"

"Oh sorry...
that was for my brother"

Racing now
to embrace the river of time


Fuck...
I can't tell you my name...
I'll mess everything up..

You know me…
You all know me...
Up...
Down…
Up…
Down...
Lift my spirit above my mountain
lift my cage above this world
unleash my rage
break my mask
that's not my face...
I am not that kind
You fucking hordes of nothing
people that only ask and never give
take it...
take it all
I don't need it anymore...
I am sick of playing with you little toys

Time for a change...


You wonna mess up with me?
You wonna make me toss my mask away?
You'll see the darkest face
the shiniest crown
the funniest clown
and you victims of my sympathy
you sought for friendship
from an unfriendly face
you'll meet salvation from my death

Rewind the tape to hear my voice
backwards... there's the message

I can't fight what I like
I am the destructor
and the creator

A creature of despair and simultaneous hope
dark and light are the same, all one

HEY!

Turn on the volume of that damn thing
I hate this silence!
This sound… bacons me to be
..
to be someone else....
I never was before...

I gotta kill myself
and bring out the new one

Crap philosophy...

Over thinking
overanalyzing
my intuition missing
my lines full of curses and swearing
All I see
All I feel
All I hear
All I fuck and screw up
I will break the rainbow
into seven I’ll fuck the rainbow

I'll take my suicidal bomb and holocaust the natives
in my heart
in my soul
in my black-tanned perfection

You'll never understand...
I am either too low
or too high
for you to hunch or look up
and realize what I mean
and words are so pathetically confusing

Why do you read this?
Who do you think you are?
You think you can help?
Kill yourself
kill everybody around you first
I'll kill them all... in time...
I’ll....
..
I'll do… nothing....

Comfort hides in calmness
Hatred is underestimated nowadays
you wouldn't understand

Spiral of hate
Spiral of blood
Spiral of revenge

I'll kill myself with pride
I'll kill myself with the darkest blade

I crucified myself
I cut myself into seventy two
I was burned in a stick for nothing
I will not do it again...
not for your pathetic kind


You are all...
just a failed experiment
and i am so sick and tired of
fighting your wars
and standing up for your right
in the face of your creators...

You will see...
how it will feel to be
to be left truly alone
you'll see
how it is when your defender becomes your foe

Red,
yellow
common...
you wonna see my sword?

I'll put my cock in your heart and rip it off
Right now!

Push it...yeah that's right...
Watch it burn...
it's your misery...
ruling your head...

Uncivilized
barbarians
hordes of Mongols
come...come embrace my
desire to...

come embrace my desire to
feel the blade into..
so deep inside you piece of meat
I will rip your flesh in pieces
oh yes...
and my red devilish eyes will be on fire
and my black horns of hate will have
your media calls upon doctors
sparks of Corona Discharge
a brain virus that will kill you
hahaha... have you learned your Physics?

I will forgive you in time...
as I always do...
coz cursing is not in my nature
and killing ...
well...
all I can kill is myself...

but when I will forgive you..
I will spit my blood on your faces...
and say goodbye...

and I will cast my only true smile
coz I will finally be free from
your pathetic race....