Who am I to be?

Went to the bathroom
looked at the mirror
saw a face smiling
laughing,
liar...

Saw a face crying
filled with anger
and disgust,
liar...

Saw a face of a king
glorious wise,
spat it,
liar...

Saw the face of a frightened son
pathetic, miserable, looser
spat it,
liar...

Punched the mirror
needed not to see
my face filled with agony

Who am I to be?
What am I to be?

Who & what
am I to be?