Tuesday, February 04, 2003

Prophecies

I thought this day would
delay to come...
but...I am dead now...
Yes...again...and for the last time..
I am tired of being cut into pieces...

On the hilltop...
The blade was sharp and I didn't notice...

Stabbed...right there...
right through my whole chest...
from one point to the to the other...

Thank you...lady...
You finaly killed...me

............out...forever...

Monday, February 03, 2003

Phoenix Stanza

When motors and thunders assumed suggestion
and mortality was presented as something modest
We went down to the shores of infancy
trying to avoid our lunacy

Enter once more the broken dream
everything might be soft and tender
but moonshine danger waits
dragons lead the epic hunt!

Ancient Phoenix
risen from the flames
they would not believe
but lo, there it is
I am the Phoenix
guardian of the human keep

A golden rune
to pledge in sounds
Why do you circle around me?
Why do you plan to pursue me with your words?
Blooded snow in strange appraised moonlit beaches

Can you still plunder the winter night with out them?
Sit up night hours looking through the broken window
your eyesight reaches for a star
beckons you to go that far
can you follow it?
Do you dare?

.....

You wonna hear my story?
It's not a pleasant one.....

I am the Phoenix
burned and sacrificed in human altars
born to die
never to fly
a bird that means
and never talks

Firebird!
Firebird!

Will you save me from this place?
Haunted people claim my place
ghosts of unknown eras are loose
Can you please get me to my island?

Prefer to lie alone
then wounded again
an arrow broke the hearts of men

The Phoenix killed the Sphinx
yet they forced him to marry his mother
No...no...you have to learn mythology to find it out

"Greetings stranger, come closer..tell me
which animal walks on four feet when it's born
then on two when he is older
and before he dies walks on three?"

Ancient and wise
friend of mine
you speak in dreams
you dream in living
Will you set me free?
I beg you...

I hate this world...
I adore this kind...
I am this land
Will you swallow once again
the anger of eons
and replace it with madness?

Why the hell do you write this shit?
Nobody listens to the winds anymore
nobody decodes the whispers of silence
Civilized Barbarians
Barbarian civilized ones
they...killed me with their words...

She left me all alone
to sit on a rock,
mage of fire
traveler of time
thoughts storm
guard in garrison...

Do you also want to play?
Just another toy...
Am I?

Play with strings
cut me in two
better make it
seventy-two
Laugh when I cry
and feel bad when I rest

Torture, should be my fate?
And misery and darkness?
Take it all away with a single word...?

Tell me oh dear hypocrites
will you still laugh when I am gone?
Time is flowing out from me
like sand from the hand
no matter how hard the grip.
I am dying day by day
Lies and deceive
occasionally innocent
the land is not mine to destroy...

Who is my death...?
Me or myself?
Doubt my regrets
reoccurring my lierealizing my fake tragedy
Beseeched my understanding
I will ride my Pegasus once more
doubt the gods and kill the Chimera
and you my gods will bolt me down

Phoenix has fallen you will rejoice

And now before I sign off
here is the mystery of the opal-blue sold out beast
extend my pretentious fire tongue to cut it out
Smile...and conclude
you killed me with a word...
Phoenix is burning in the blue fire of death

"I know you love me to talk this way
I hope no one sees this message written
in the calm far-out languid afternoon"**

"Burn the wizard, burn the bastard dog
Rip his heart out and nail it on a stick..."

Yes people do that...
at least it will stop bleeding from inside...
The heart of stone which was never touched
Now cracked and started to bleed

And now I have to go...
hide under the blue-black velvet
put my face on the pillow
and cry...
and cry...
and cry...
and cry...

"Judge, Judge, Judge, Judge
The man is not wanted here...."**

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**Abstracts from JDM's American Poet...

Saturday, February 01, 2003

A tree's pride

A tree at a hilltop
standing proud above all others
"I am the tallest and the oldest
I am your lord and master
I am the king of trees
When men cut you down
I shall wonder at the patience of mother nature
I will laugh and dance over your dead bodies"

And then came the winter
and one night
when the sky was black
and the clouds where dark
A cataclysm begun
rain all over the world
lakes and rivers flooded

"I am the tallest and the biggest
I am the oldest and the strongest
The wind cannot touch me
and the water cannot drown me
when you are drowning
I will be laughing and dancing above your dead drown bodies"

Two clouds collided
thunder and lightning shook the grounds

And then came light
Lightning stoke the proud tree
It was the tallest and the biggest
the best torch ever to be litten
The water did not reach it to take away the flames
And the rain was to weak to extinguish the fat colored flames

The tree died by holy fire
before the cataclysm ended...

Hubris is always payed back...
An arrow will hit your Achilles' heel
and that fat, raw dirty mouth of yours
will stop winning...

FOREVER.....