Wilderness

You stupid peasant
you foul stupid peasant
why do you try?

Why do you get involved?

You were supposed to stay an observer
You were supposed to be the chessplayer

Well done...

You are a pawn now, enjoy it...

And when the sea stops having waves
only then will you realize what you are

Go back home, peasant,
only anger and frustration
will you meet here, nothing more

Nor gratitude
nor excellence

But that's why you fight for right?
Gratitude... You piece of shit
You were the whore of truth
now you are the bordello of deceit

Welcome home, your nothingness
It's so quiet out here
so calm and peacefully
it's so good, so damn good
so bad, so good out here in the wilderness

The peasant raises his head in reply
"My problem is, that I fought for the truth in all my life
People believed my only when I was forced to lie
and now that I have found the truth, noone believes me
But why should they... What the hell do I know?
I am just a peasant... As you said"

Obsession with my wooden marionette
Is this neglecting or just my reflection?

Ironing my clothes for the feast
getting ready for the celebration
I got there, and nobody came
I was the only one celebrating
I burned the fuck house and run away,
I'll never celebrate this way.

Peasant, roam into the streets
hide into the places where the streetlights
tonight illuminate, stay tuned with invisibility,
that's all you need.

Noone will ever see me...

Backwards

Have you ever walked?
Remember when you first talked?
Did you like it?

Played a video game
and ate cornflakes
locked into your fake world
ignored the sinister truth

So he propagated his stand
he called and called and called
where is that road?
I will ride the straight line backward
still I reach the time of my birth

Backwards!
Backwards!

Rebelous creatures await the great return
You've reached the state called Nirvana?

I flew into the ether
my eyes traveled through the telescope of life to
find out...

"Damn.... My father lied
I was never born..."

Drunken Ramblings

All I see,
All I hear
All I feel
All I fear

Seconds
Hours
Time

Slowly crawling past me
in a blue velvet line
a train speeding
no driver, no passengers
but me....

As below so above
I can't imagine
sickness, and vanity
raising like a cancer

Over-analyzing
separate my body from my mind
killing my paths to freedom
shut me in a cubic cage
throw me in the lava of fire

This is just another lament
for my lost intuition


I would be dead by now
but you keep me here
I kept fighting my dark self
for so long...

He screamed "No more light
It burns...it burns...
Let me crawl back into my shadow...
Le me hide there..."

But he says all this
because he is afraid
he is suffocating
his lies cannot last
his eyes will break again
he needs air
got to fight my polluted blood.

Salvation!
Salvation!

Nectar divine
messenger of my elder gods
why did you let the titans
roam in my lands?

We separated this world in three
I had to measure my shadow
give them a part of this place
I am the one who gave you home
you titan of apocalypse

Don't betray me now...
Ill kill you for it...

"Get back to the point man"

"Oh sorry...
that was for my brother"

Racing now
to embrace the river of time


Fuck...
I can't tell you my name...
I'll mess everything up..

You know me…
You all know me...
Up...
Down…
Up…
Down...
Lift my spirit above my mountain
lift my cage above this world
unleash my rage
break my mask
that's not my face...
I am not that kind
You fucking hordes of nothing
people that only ask and never give
take it...
take it all
I don't need it anymore...
I am sick of playing with you little toys

Time for a change...


You wonna mess up with me?
You wonna make me toss my mask away?
You'll see the darkest face
the shiniest crown
the funniest clown
and you victims of my sympathy
you sought for friendship
from an unfriendly face
you'll meet salvation from my death

Rewind the tape to hear my voice
backwards... there's the message

I can't fight what I like
I am the destructor
and the creator

A creature of despair and simultaneous hope
dark and light are the same, all one

HEY!

Turn on the volume of that damn thing
I hate this silence!
This sound… bacons me to be
..
to be someone else....
I never was before...

I gotta kill myself
and bring out the new one

Crap philosophy...

Over thinking
overanalyzing
my intuition missing
my lines full of curses and swearing
All I see
All I feel
All I hear
All I fuck and screw up
I will break the rainbow
into seven I’ll fuck the rainbow

I'll take my suicidal bomb and holocaust the natives
in my heart
in my soul
in my black-tanned perfection

You'll never understand...
I am either too low
or too high
for you to hunch or look up
and realize what I mean
and words are so pathetically confusing

Why do you read this?
Who do you think you are?
You think you can help?
Kill yourself
kill everybody around you first
I'll kill them all... in time...
I’ll....
..
I'll do… nothing....

Comfort hides in calmness
Hatred is underestimated nowadays
you wouldn't understand

Spiral of hate
Spiral of blood
Spiral of revenge

I'll kill myself with pride
I'll kill myself with the darkest blade

I crucified myself
I cut myself into seventy two
I was burned in a stick for nothing
I will not do it again...
not for your pathetic kind


You are all...
just a failed experiment
and i am so sick and tired of
fighting your wars
and standing up for your right
in the face of your creators...

You will see...
how it will feel to be
to be left truly alone
you'll see
how it is when your defender becomes your foe

Red,
yellow
common...
you wonna see my sword?

I'll put my cock in your heart and rip it off
Right now!

Push it...yeah that's right...
Watch it burn...
it's your misery...
ruling your head...

Uncivilized
barbarians
hordes of Mongols
come...come embrace my
desire to...

come embrace my desire to
feel the blade into..
so deep inside you piece of meat
I will rip your flesh in pieces
oh yes...
and my red devilish eyes will be on fire
and my black horns of hate will have
your media calls upon doctors
sparks of Corona Discharge
a brain virus that will kill you
hahaha... have you learned your Physics?

I will forgive you in time...
as I always do...
coz cursing is not in my nature
and killing ...
well...
all I can kill is myself...

but when I will forgive you..
I will spit my blood on your faces...
and say goodbye...

and I will cast my only true smile
coz I will finally be free from
your pathetic race....

Waiting for My Sun

Please don't be sad
because I'll get mad
and then I'll want to hide
so that you won't see me cry

Please don't be sad
Because I'll then be bad
And you will have to slap me, ma
I ate the applepie when it was hot
and good boys wait for it to be served

Please be well
I know you can
Please smile
I hate it when it rains

When you don't smile
the sun hides and it rains

Waiting for my sun..
Waiting for my sun....

I wish I could Write to You Again

Two....
Two nights joined during my tears...

The night that I met you...
and the night that we break up...

And my dreams sank in tears...
and will wound my heart....

Without their love I would be alone
the bitterness would drown me, the tears and pain
You led me towards hope
the worlds meaning I found in your eyes

Woe...
Woe...
Woe to them who never loved
Woe...
Woe...
Woe to them who never met life
your beauty never met oh life
oh life... your beauty never did they meet

Night has spread everywhere
that's the song of the sky
Night, deep darkness in my soul
isolation covered me
some strange sorrow and frost
why did you have to leave so suddenly from my life

I want to write to you tonight
but I’m afraid that I’ll cry
I’m tired of my sobs and tears

My windows now are sealed
once again alone I'll be left to be drowned in sobs and tears again...

Philosophy Ramblings

The dark
the light
all is one

The wrong
the right
all is one

The truth
the lie
all is one

Traitors
and heroes
all are one

Slow Revelations

He exited the old refinery
and looked up in the sky
stared at the dramatic changes
of the velvet clouds

"Where do they travel to?"

Right behind them
on the blur background
the round moon once again smiled

His eyes were locked on to it
he watched the clouds changing shapes
he watched how a wing reformed to a horse,
the horse to a face, the face to a ball,
the ball to simple feathers,
racing one another

"Which one will get there first?"

The fog raised from the ground
he saw the light once again
he refused to listen to the sound
his fight was not over,
he could not rest...

He would stop talking and observing
the time had almost come
each second was a heartbeat towards the end
he would reach the feathers and force them to stop
they would wait for him once more
to become the mighty couple
to force the rebirth of the mighty titans.

No talk
no words
no sightseeing
what you gained
what you obtained
it's all yours...

Pandora's box is now once again open
and my treasure chest is closed, for ever
They don't deserve to find out
they'll do it themselves
one step at a time
Slowly...
Crawling...
You'll see it...
Slowly...

Beware

Let me drive you to the madhouse
it's a long way there, but you may enjoy the ride

To see better, close your eyes
to hear better, shut your ears with wax
to feel just shut yourself down

All we do is hear and see
only that unfortunately

Save me from my random environment
I hate them all, they love words
and yet, they spit the man of words
and guess what... the guy is a fucking masochist
He likes it....

But he will back off....
The moon hides tonight...
and while you people loose yourdreams in the night
he will find out your deepest secrets...

Beware....

Children's play

This is not me
can't you see
it's just rain
thunder, humidity
roaring waves
hot gentle breaths
trumpets playing
drumsticks broken

Children shouldn't play with guns
better to give them matches

Primitive Ramblings of Respect

Elevate my descendants
they all need space to breathe
Masturbate with the sun
cry with the fake clouds
drink your blood
spill your guts
remember when we were old?

Wise metal soldiers
the appraised glorious hunt
who shall lead it?

I'll just respect him...

Primitive Poetic efforts

It's so secure being busy.... you don't have to do anything else than hide in the monotony of things and works. You wish for it to end so that you can relax and do something else, but when that happens… you just wish you had more to do... It's bad when you mess up with thinking, coz that's all you can do in your spare free time...think and remember things you don't particularly like... it's so low, man.... you never like it...

We hide in boringness and monotony
to escape from our ghosts and the things we have to do
to avoid thinking of the future and our choices
to avoid of taking responsibility of our actions
to avoid being ourselves

I am a big mouth you know...I love to talk...and I love to force you listen to me.. .yeah... that's me....

I know everything and nothing... at the same time
and if you get a grip of that
you can then call me a black cat
you rat....

Just a Myth

Share a bitter smile
it's a wheel that turns
seek not a lesson
just have the impression
of a madman that always
goes the other way round.

I just observe and learn
I just talk when I can
I thirst for qualifications,
visions, warm suggestions.

I remembered… when the light expelled me...
I remembered... when a king forced me to focus...
I remembered... a civil war...

Thousands of pictures,
thousands of images, sounds.
Stardust-filled wind,
blow my magic cap away
I'll withdraw the dead rabbit
and place it on your feet.

Belief is sinister...
Trust is fake...
Time is space...
and nothing reoccurs
and interfaces everything...

It’s really just a myth…

Offer back my memories

I reached out my hand
and opened the door
the white embrace
was warm and kind

"I am here to offer you back your memories"

My mindless game had started
I shook the olive tree thrice
back and forth

I broke the empty bottle
that people belied it was full
Dismissed, what do you know?
Knowledge never let you go

A different kind of currency
different forms of coin
give me a word
I'll give you the world

Pendulum

I can not undo
What I can't do

I can't take the life from the living
For I can't give life to the dead

I can't cause sickness to the healthy
For I can't cure the diseased ones

Laws of life
Hide in antithesis
Of what you can do
And what you can't do

Pendulum of decision
Pendulum of life
All you need precision
All you loose is time

Suicide or Terror

You walk around this world
you live with other people
you see them pretending everywhere
selling knowledge in profit loathing universities
you pay to buy books and study
Hypocrites, liars,
why the hell do you think you rule the world?
Why the hell you think you are the best?
You miserable peasants...

"You are ants before me
Worms, lifeless adults and children
stupid uneducated third class human beings
Ridiculous mortal beings..."

You hate them all
you wish for death
"Fire I command thee to fall from the sky
Ice and lava to burst from the depths
sickness and decease for the decayed ones
I call upon the powers of the leper pale rider
to reach out into this fake world and end it"

Then you consider that it's not their fault
It's not something that they are responsible for
It's just their masters and their masters' masters

So you just commit suicide
because you don't want to be a terrorist....

Death of a Pharao

Take heath oh accursed one
the Pharao was killed by your plan
you murdered a king to raise yourself
you blamed the Minoan race as an excuse
you fought them in sea and won
you fought them on land and lost

Your armies were destroyed
your ship sailed back to Egypt
you commited suicide
and the Minoans ruled Egypt

It was your fault...
but who gives a shit about those peasants

Seek for glory when you are not worth of it
and all you'll gain is shame and death

Their Senses Grow Keener

Why do we always hope
why do we always think
that home will stay the same?

Everything else changes...

Then... We grow up
and our hearts break in two
and our eyes seem broken mirrors

Lucky one
Can't you see?
I grow older

I'm being silly...

Mom buys dresses
and boy eats cookies

Their senses grow keener
They are coming closer

Their camp... Is on the second street
next to your heart, right below your brain

I don't belong here
I know everybody
it makes me feel crazy
feel like a creepy insect

cockroaches on your veins
serpent's poison in your blood
bite your tongue
it's rude to be familiar
be kind with death
he might spare your child

Threats

Tonight... the war begins
and your blood will be spiled
You'll pay for this attack
You made me draw my sword
You will die, demon of destress
or this world will be my pray

You almost killed an angel...
I will almost spare your life

Aftermath

Damned stoned and petrified
Carbon coloured coal, simplified
The sound of her scream
to cut my throat in agony

To prove I can, oh yes I can
To prove I do, oh yes I do
I am with you, I always do

Stay, I expelled it
Stay, I repelled itI
t's alright now.

I thank the Sea god,
I thank the blue Flame
I thank the nirvana poet
I thank the solo vimpire painter
I thank a man with vision
I thank the god of lunacy
I thank the god of the underworld
I thank the mistress of balance
I thank you for being yourself
I thank myself for not having betrayed me again...

It's alright now...
Go to sleep...

Loving

When you are sad
my heart aches
When you are mad
I always get bad
When you are happy
I can reach the stars
When you cry
I simply die

Can't you see that writing a song
has no meaning, it's empty, void
if it's not written for you?

Can't you see that light in this world
exists only to give the ability to the world
you and only you to be able to see?

Can't you see, that living
means only one thing for me
and that is loving you?

Is it so hard?
Is it so hard, so easy to see?
Is it so hard to see?

Time Travel

I flied through time,
I saw myself been born
I saw myself die

I ruled,
I was ruled
I killed
I was killed

Yet, light was not my only path
Yet, darkness was not my only enemy

But now am I back?
An alloy of the past
Gently, calmly forged through fire
the wizard of death and ice
the mage of life and heat
is back...

Cremated Brain

Sickness and pain came too soon
born to gaze and stare at the moon
pervert teachers, priests, politicians
the cornerstone of our existence is a lie.

He's got wild mirroring eyes
he swallows you existence
you'll either love him o
r choose the easy way
and just hate him

He was a good boy
he was tired
doctors were hired
his toolbox lay empty

My soft articulate brain cremated...