Memories
Damaged ego of a 12 year old daugher
previous life in Egypt,
betrayed my pharao for the throne
became a minoan lord
died and came back
but darkness still surrounded me
Ill omens followed me birth
and my repeated entrance to this world
is just another excuse to thrive for power
and lust for matter conquered lands
and lived the life of a king
but darkness still surounded me
I kissed my mother and received my father's blessing
I shot my horse down and rode my car north
my bizzare happyness was kinda thrilling
the gods were generous this time
but darkness still surrounded me
And every night
when the hallow voices got stronger
and my inner strength grew weaker
I sought redemtion in bloody caves
and drunk the water of golden fountains
but still the darknes surrounded me
I sought shelter under the wings of angels
felt like a child again, told and heard stories
I kissed and hugged the darkness away
I got my money's worth of tears and smiles
but still death was all around me
I had a horse, strong and wild
and had wings on its back
and I could ride it and fly to Olympus.
Companion to many uneasy tasks and burdens
but death gasped it and painted it gray
because death still was all around me
Because my eyes are black at day and red at night
because my voice is rising high and flattens low
because my movement will suffocate you
because my look will drink your soul
because my soul is dark and white at the same time
because I am Death, his son and his prophet.
