Monday, March 31, 2003

Rant

Sadness makes you
sad
Gladness makes you
glad
Curiosity makes you
a god

Saturday, March 29, 2003

Sounds of SIlence

Sinfull remedy
rebelous soldier
where shall you hide
innocent being of death?

Another focused blissful wish
additions, subtractions, divide
where, how...
This problem has no solution

I think I can tell the difference
can you whisper the sound of silence?

I can't... not anymore

Sometimes it's so easy to be miserable...
No words to say

We live to present arms
we die to present life
we are born to die
we die to be reborn
How the hell do I know?

If you hide under the shadow of the sun
in the light of the night,
you shall see the shadow
it'll tell you everything you want
but it won't use its mouth

Shadow spark
vigorous dark
spider mine
a prelude, divine

Hide
bribe
ride
stealthily move
burning groove

A cycling story
Plastic light of vision
fake hero of the night
I embedded my thoughts in a peace of paper

What I write are words
for idiots to read and rejoice

And the lunatic left the room...
without opening the door

Friday, March 28, 2003

Old Man

The fire is burning slowly
the glow is followed by
small explosions of burning
wood, having still water
in it's veins

The chair is moving back and forth
time to wake up old man.
Dinner

"Is it so naive to stop remembering?
You woke me up at the time
when I was young running on the fields
conquering my friendly enemies
Why did you wake me?
For a simple dinner?"

Old man
Old fool
there you sit
on a stool
Death will come
take you by the hand
take you down
on the ground
six inches below
Deeper as it goes
the grave-digger roams

Old man
Old fool
wake up
you silly fool
drunken fool
...


Remember the time you had a child?
You thought it was sloppy and wild
you dragged him to be the best
study and learn everything first

Make him rich
a doctor or a lawyer
a respected man
man of society

Have a degree at 22
become a doctor too
Now he lived his life alone
studying everything the best
learning innocent stories from the past
teaching glory's quest and how to march
parading dollar bills in his secret vault
bringing him away from the world
There child! Become a god!

"I'd rather die young and poor
then live a rich man's drunken life"
he said

Look at him now, sitting all alone
on his old wooden chair
present of his grandfather before he died
rocking back and forth
remembering himself
no that he is old
then when he was young
what a fool...
what a fool...
We are born alone
and we die alone
and we live alone
and we eat alone
and we fall asleep and wake up alone
no matter where we are
with who we are...



"Hey grandpa...
shut up...
get back to sleep...
we are trying to enjoy the comedy show on TV!"

Moonlight Visions

All night
and every day
see her waxing
see her waning

She gets in my room
through the glass
and sheds her light
on my torn hair

Give me a vision
of the world's hope
no decay shall come
as long as we run

All night
and all day
see her pray
she her try
don't let her cry


Ah yes
it is the same
it is my name
fortitude
solitude

Save them from their selves
Save them from the Snakes
save them from the tail-men
Save them from the black gold


"Hey stranger,
When you get to a crossroad,
don't choose a road,
just camp over there till you get bored"

Myth Ranting

Poet's words from another age
"And at the same time
I hear them sing
It was Sleep with Death together
songs of my Love"

Hisiodos, gods chronicles assembler
"And Night brought birth to the hated Moros
and the black Kira
and the dreadful Death.

And gave birth to Sleep
and gave birth to the generation of Dreams"

Who shall follow this epic dance?
The armies of man are reassembling
beasts shall crawl under our beds
while we are asleep, we shall feel
the cool but soft remedy of death

"There, the sons of the dark Night
there they got their house placed
of Sleep and of Death the fierce Gods


A new life for a man that never bows
With out any candles or churches
or priests to chant their psalms
At your fingertips finger print
they shall read my words, them
men and women and their tails cut

The sky will be seen as the children see it
full of colors and sparrows begging for the sun
Honey and milk and wine a land placed in the clouds
a temple of something indescribable

Present and Past

Present and past
Both of them are present in a future time
and future time is sealed in a the past

Time that past
Time to come
Whatever could be made
whatever could be done
Aiming at an end
which is always present

I heard the words of the ancient poet
"In your sacred, that fed you, Platonic furry
deep to the mystique of the Heracleitan harmony
on life and death wonder the few?"

"It needs a lot of work to turn the sun around
it needs a lot of martyrs at the wheels
it needs the living to see their blood"

An Ending

Worthy is the hand that now returns
from unbearable Pain and now it knows
who in this world rages
what means "now" and "forever"

And now if you know
which is the world that surpasses
the world's normal "now"s and "never"s
it'll spread light the fog...

As it came to me, unexpected
A destiny, for even then
My soul in its warm shadow
Lost in a conversation with itself

Whatever we call as beginning
often is the end
To make an end is to make a start
The End is where we start from
Every phrase
Every sentence that is right
Taking its place to support the rest
The word that's not hard nor shiny
A trade of the old and the new
The common word without exemption
The wise word, accurate but not uncouth
The perfect couple dancing
Every phrase and every word
is and end and a beginning
Every poem is an epitaph
of being born and dead

Heracleitus

I dived into the ether lake
and saw a golden name
"Heraclites"


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If happiness was found in carnal pleasures
we would consider the cows as happiest
because they always eat what they like

If everything was transformed into smoke
our nostrils would be our new eyes

Connections, everything and not everything
Things that come along
Things that do not come along
things that match
Things that do not match
from everything the one
and from the one comes everything

Dionysus and Hades are the same
Death and Rebirth, become the same

If you never hope
you'll never find
the unexpected
the unexplored
the perpetual

Death is birth.

Man lights on a small candle in the night to honor
his dead self when his visual senses will collapse
When he is asleep
he touches death
having his eyes closed
and when he is awake
he touches sleep
having his eyes open.


From fire has all begun
then transformed to water, sea
Half of the water turns to soil, earth
and the other half turns to wind, air.

The unwise,
even after they have listened
seem like deaf
present absent they shall be called


Only one thing is wise
to know the thinking
though which everything
is ruled and measured

Everything is ruled through Thunder

The idiot one likes to get in trance
no matter what words he listens

The King of Delphi
does not say
does not hide
he just means

Ethics are man's true God

For those who hide barbarian souls
their eyes and ears are evil witnesses

And I heard the words of the King
He does not tell,
He does not hide,
He just means and gives riddles to us all
to solve, and fend away
the pain of miser we hide inside

And the ether flew
and I went through
Woke up in sweat
I spoke to God
Burn me on a stick!

Thursday, March 27, 2003

Whispering Gun

The void attenuated every sound
I sat alone in the dry rocks looking
At the stars through the valiant scope
Of life and death, lies and deceit

The cold iron gun whispered
"I am fucking my aunt
And she is giving me love"

Questions came, I had to say
It was something unfamiliar
Memorized in genetic structures
Am I insane?

I did the mistake to trust
Hopping for a lie to last
I heard the ignition gun
And sprinted first to win the race
But there, two feet before the line
I stopped and layed down

I was laughing at me
"You fool, you fool, you fool"
Never again... go now
Leave this place, do not come back

You lying bastard,
You selfish creature...
I'll cut my cock if you understand
Because non of you ever did

Meteoroids in my hair
Stars in my eye's stare
I'm a sick motherfucker
I am him for whom you never care


God damn me...
I was born with the gift
of knowing what others think
and seeing what they also do...


Cry now fool, you trusted me
You embraced the golden knife
and it stabed your neck
Die now swan of lunacy
Lay down and die
Die...
Die..
DIe...

And rust as a copper fork
with green shit on your back
Feel alive when it's raining
feel dead when the sun raises smilin...

Lord....

Please....
Kill me...

Both of my two selves want it...

I made peace with myself last night...
We agreed on acting alltogether
Me and me, me and Me
And today we agreed to die....

What is poetry?

Many of you will not even bother to read it.
Many of you will like its taste and scent.
Many of you will wonder why.
Many of you will not understand a thing.
Many of you will ask.
No one shall be allowed to answer.


The truth hides in there
Where's that?

It might be your soul.
It might be your heart.
It might be your mind.
It might be your fantasy world.
It might be your way of life.
It might be your family, your environment, or whatever.
It's definitely not me.

What's poetry?
Is it a bunch of words placed together, with a different kind of meaning each time you read it, with a different mood?
Is it music through words?
Is it art?
Is it anything at all?

Who cares?

Everything is poetry.
Everything isn't poetry.

Glory in your assembled mind
divine imitation will guide us through the Scylla and Charybdis.
Those who shall enter take heath... Many have reached this point, many have knocked this door. Few have lived to cross it. Twelve have lived to tell you the story....


Imagine, draw, write, sing, and think, everything's the same.
Nothing is important.
Nothing has any value.
Everything is important.
Everything has value.

Everything is nothing.
And nothing is everything

Everything is one
One is everything.
This one, is immeasurable, has nothing to do with numbers, has nothing to do with counting sheep, or thinking math.

We are gods,
We are demons,
We are angels
We are traitors
We are liars
We are heroes
We are killers
We are messiahs
We are divine interpretations
Diabolic representations
We are everything and nothing


At the same time
I was born
And I died.

Time had no meaning
Space was not assertive

Remember stranger, visitor of this unknown land.
This sword you wear on your belt, is not a weapon.
It is just an ornament.

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

Gods of the New

We like to say we are dark
and mean, and hide in shadows
we are peculiar beasts
praying for respect

We want to inspire fear and terror
to make ourselves the best
everything else to digest
Idiots. We do that to feel safe

Because we are afraid to help ourselves
We like having others chasing us
We loath for help because
we are afraid to face ourselves

Wait outside
and call an ambulance
I'll wait upstairs
When it gets here
call me
and I'll drop by...

Lunatopia Finale

Time to leave this place
reminds me a lot, failure
brings hard thoughts back
but I don't care, I did my part

The land of Lunatopia
is now on it's feet
no more honking
or reptile itching

The prophet from afar,
rode his comet to another planet
"You shall not see me here
I have failed again...
another useless life I spend
Damn..
I'll be born as a winemaker
next time. It'll be more fun"

Magnet of life

Magnet of life
change your polarity
compare with death
and see the similarity

compare them all
eat that chocolate
what do you care?
It's all just despair

Everybody likes to cry

Everybody likes to cry!
Everybody hates to try
Seems too old to do so
seems too modest

Yes, hide in you misery little people
hide in there, you might not want it
but you like it there, you are safe
seeking for help into the dark

When the music's over,
turn out the lights
seek for a beer hangover
mess into fights

Mess up with me, friend
and I shall kill you....

Generation of lies

Generation of lies
Generation of lies

The permanent state of confusion
Yes or no? Will you do it?

I'll stick a painting on the mirror
and see it than my face

People try to pull me down
I'll pull them with me

I'll die in satisfaction
I wasted another life here

Talking about life
Talking about death

Fade away now
the spring has gone
prepare for the cold
rainy Autumn
or else you'll be amazed
from the dark cold winter


"The battery is running low"

My robots need a change
change the master's name
My robots need a change
change the idiot's name
My robots need a change
change the bastard's name
My name is another game
play it, loose it, win it

Indie Dancer

Came through the door
turned off the lights
got me in the shadows
music of the nights

Dancer from afar
wild and charming
dancing all around
send us out to brag

He's right here
on the floor
looking
staring
learning
"How do you do that?"

Indie Dancer from afar
dance for this child
dance, wearing a smile
gesture the way we are.

Movements resembling notes
Notes resembling cymbals
cymbals resembling hats
Mad laughing dancing cats

Show her the mystique
trip over the sudden reach
break through the boundary
here we go, to late to stop

Dancing left and right
swinging around the floor
worshiping the music
souls forget their mortal sense

Here we go, too late to stop
go on you know when to drop
Fall down and lay here
enough movements for the sheer

And we found ourselves under a tree
writing secret songs and modest poetry
living dreams and speaking letters
My rose dances best when it's asleep

Sneaky smiles and funny teases
Visit sacred places, unknown faces
surrounding fences cannot stop
my Indie dancer will never drop

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

Untitled

Streetlights blinking
sparkling light
Exodus

Name the price
you shall now pay
Money

Car theft
airplane highjacked
Crime

Crimson tide
moonlight bride
Remedy

Profound invokation
limitless adaptation
What?

Laughing children
swimming sharks
Call the cops

Carnival Beasts

Stop your work
throw away your notes
Carnival beasts we are all
Break it all, sprite them up

Amplify the edge of your vigor
ethics and morality, what for?
Shoot, shoot, shit
Nothing left

Are you ok?

Monday, March 24, 2003

A hooker revolution

The little hooker
came once
sat next to us
and asked for money

She moved her ass
shot her sweet smile
made us laugh
and asked for money

Finished her drink
with her spastic accent
showed us her cunt
and asked for money

She carressed our balls
secretely disgusted
jerked off our cocks
and asked for money

She took my balls instead
not even one Euro
I showed her the door
and ordered for a shot

Hookers, hookers, hookers
of the modern world
sell your soul for nothing
show your ass for something

Our society's cornerstone,
giving shelter to the stupid ones
the fat, the ugly, the uncapable
What would they do without you?

A revolution....

Saturday, March 22, 2003

Child of Lunacy

The observer had enough
he went North to the sea
he sat on a rock
there on the far sand shore

"Shall I jump into the sea
and end my apathy
shall I stand and shout
come waves come and take me?"

The waves started a wild dance
food for the fish, fish on the shore
come and get me, I won't resist
The lord of the sea attacked once

The grand wave engaged at him
He waited calmly for the end of his time
but a hand reached out and pulled him up
and the angel of time was smiling
and made him smile and cry for the first time
since the beginning of the Hybrid Age

And the sun found his moon
and the new eclipse brought
a new kind of child.

The child of lunacy...

Bordello

I visited a bordello last night
The hooker asked me what I wanted
I said "What everybody wants"

She took me inside
and showed me her room
She sat down and opened her legs
"Come...let's get on with it"

"Poor girl, why do you sell your soul?
For one hour's fuck you shed a tear
to earn the next day's meal
Don't you ever have enough?"

"What are you talking about dear Sir?
I like that, simply getting fucked
Come here dear sir, taste me
show me what you've got and then pay me
Come on, do not hesitate,
it's true.. I love you...Come, come..."

I took out a hundred dollar bill
and spilled my blood on it
I placed the dollar on the floor
and spat.

"That's what you deserve
like any other simple leach
Take your money now and rejoice
I give it to you before you ask it"

I took my gun and shot my cock away
There's nothing left in this world
Nothing but shabby tricks and lies...


"Live a happy life,
perhaps you cry
before you die"

Thursday, March 20, 2003

U.S of A

Mad people roam the streets
Faking laughter, funny
Giving answers to voting trees

Mad people rule this town
They got guns, money
Drink petrol and wear a crown.

Don't disagree, they'll call you insane
They shoot and kill, just playing a game
They scream "Insane we are not"
A gun in the right hand they've got.

Don't disagree, just wear your crown
Join the bloodbath, reside in this town
Such an epic tale to be heard forever
All those mad men living all together

They sit on a throne, up on a hill
Chewing old tobacco, what a thrill
Got six bullets in their silver guns
And a dozen of missiles at hand.

Children, old men and women
Black gold, lunatics at hold
Silver hawks assembled to kill ants
What a great virtue it must feel to be.

Oh young fools, hoping for the best
Stop fighting for this worlds rest
Just come with us, wear your crown
We’re the best, sit on the desert ground

Yes...we rule the world
Yes... we are proud
Yes... we fight for democracy
Yes... we are not insane.....

A Vision

And there I had this vision,
an ancient warlord riding a comet
taking and giving pain
to those who asked for it

I stood alone calling
for the comet to come
my own comet chariot
There waiting for ages.

And one night it came and told me
you need to love to get up here
love yourself and the world around you

And I sat on the hill alone
I laughed and then cried
Bitter truth haunted me for ages
I left the village behind me
retreated into the dark caves
"those who laughed shall pay"

And then I found her
dancing in a ring of fire and pain
and I dragged her out
and took her under my wings
to prey and hold...

Child of the Moon
singing every noon
To fly there soon
I cast a spell-rune

It shall cost my life
but what the fυck
Live happy and die young
or live forever with your gang

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

Pegasus

Replace them all
Judge them not
Hear the call
Fear them not

Steel is cold
a blade so sharp
can cut your heart
in a single hack

Replace your heart
replace your hands
pray for no mortal man.
Replace your eyes
with eyes that can look
straight at the sun

The light will be brighter
the night will be darker
the taste will be sweeter
and feelings become clearer

It's alright now...
You can rest...
Stay silent
and cast away the fear
the old Pegasus is here

The Moon

Tonight she's full,
she shines amongst stars
the sky now lights

Tonight she's gold
she draws paths on the sea
for mortals to follow

Tonight she's round
once in every 15 days
silence the only sound

Tonight she's full
Tonight she's gold
Tonight she's round

Tonight we celebrate
the golden full Moon

Monday, March 17, 2003

Fortune teller

Running in the graveyard
with a dog's tail on my hand
to meet the fortune teller
need to spill blood on his tomb
to give the soul its memory back

"Oh great prophet from the past
Where is this boat headin'
Is it my homeland?
Is it a foreign unexplored place
When will I shipwreck?"

The faceless shade turned its head
"Whenever you want"