Desert of Neglection

A family visit to the pool
a harsh dive in the water
motionless and unable to breathe
saved by a lifeguard

In sweat you wake up
To subside the nightmare
with the Muse's command
but the order is clear;
"Die"

Disappointment overcomes you
Pain touches your heart
Sadness cripples you
Millions of "why"'s and "how"'s

How is it possible for somebody
to say so many things and prove
in time the opposite
with the actions chosen to perform?

As you faint you shed a tear
for disappointment is at your side
you gave it all and was there till the end
you gave your best at it and in the end
was left alone to heal yourself.

"It was the best way"

Time to wear my mask again
and forget my dreams and nightmares
they seem to suffocate me.
They kick me in a desert of neglection
and indifference, nowhere else to be now.

Mirror talk

Admiring the image
presented on the mirror
a reflection of s/th true
on a shinny glass

The idol is always there
infront of you, waiting
to give you advice
on your simple troubles

What advice can you get
from your own reflection?
It will surely be the opposite
of what you would have said

A fake Odyssey

Something felt wrong
Something was not quiet right
Somethin' not so right
running in the silent night
a rough ride
a silent snake hiss
a poisonous kiss
a fake world
totality blossomed wreck
but the light now beckons
got nothing to do than to
forget the scream of the woman
that was so alone

"Hey Emperor of Pigs,
how do you like it
being truly alone
once again
with your head
stuck down
on the toilet seat??

Dispel the light
Expel the dark night
I am a knight no more
Lancelot struck again
Intentions not so clear

"Odysseus, Odysseus
you travel in the seas
to get to your Penelope
but the palace is filled with suitors
and she preferred to fuck
instead of spin her webbing thread"

Odysseus my friend
stay with Calypso
stay there in your world
this world is filled with lies
stay there and don't come back...

Untitled...

As the sun faded away
his face darkened
his existance was bound to change
his mask cracked wide open
sault in his wounds your actions
raven's stinch trying to be fed from him
He turned around and saw his child
He turned around and saw himself
standing there
facing the wall
numb and motionless

The child is crying,
scared and reluctant to walk again
it fell and fell anf fell and tried again and again
Those who promised to help him
now tackle him thrice in a day
spend their time and energy
trying to suck his blood
That;s what they came for
in the first place...

Even if they said the opposite

Even if they said the opposite...

The child cries
The man screams
they both fall asleep
when the sun rises
time to rest till the next night
time to rest till the next fight

You
can't
understand...

Can
You?

W. Blake

Children of future Age
reading this indignant page
know that a former time
love and tears were thought a crime

Children of future Age
reading this rewritten page
Know that once love and tears
were once thought of as crime

Today it is thought of as a myth.

Lies

Another lie
another promise
another tragedy
another type of pain
another shipwreck
another embarrassment
another death

and the joke is
it never happened
it was just a lie...

Oh goddess of forgiveness
wisdom and logic, Athena
how can a man be just
when
everything hammers
everyone steals
everyone nods in silence
everyone lies
everyone cries
and when you come to smile
everyone fucks you like an animal....

He is supposed to be 21 you know...
just 21...

The goddess stares back and replies...

"Because we could not find another way to get rid of him"